Cancer survivor’s life and the Big Stress because of M.E.
Today I’ve found out that another woman died because of cancer. She did chemotherapy and some important medications and a change to her lifestyle just to stop the worst effect of cancer. But in her case, she didn’t survive. I feel pity to the families that she had left and also to my mom, because that person became one of her newly discovered true friends. But my mom’s feelings are completely different from what I or anyone in their family felt. Because the lost of that special friend for my mom, is also the lost of a part of her hope in having long life living as a cancer survivor, Yes my mom was also a caner patient, she had also experience all the pains from cancer medications just to avoid the threat of cancer.
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I wrote this primarily because I am really depressed and feel so sorry about what I have done for my mom. Actually, what I’ve done is really normal to everyone’s home. What I did is that I ignore what my mom asked me to do, and this is my reason (I want to take a bath first before going outside at our neighbor’s sari-sari store, and I hurried, but my mom’s temper explode like a bomb). That time I’m so nervous and partly irritated with what my mom acted. For me, It’s only a small thing but not for her. Because of what happen, she recited all my mortal sins. I said mortal because she considered it as unforgivable ones as well unforgettable, that she always remembers it whenever she will make storytelling scene in our house. Still she is my mom. I can’t do anything about that. I sometimes stay silent and sometimes throw some words telling that I am not the person she is thinking or I am innocent.
